So, here's the update on "Little Sprout" and I...
So far, so good. The bleeding/spotting tapered off after Monday. I still had some yesterday and have a small amount today...so small I don't even know if it technically counts. On Monday it was reddish-brown and the largest amount out of all the days. Yesterday was less and still reddish-brown (more brown than red, which is usually a good thing). I did have some dull cramping and sharp pains yesterday but those have subsided as well.
I wouldn't go as far as to say that we are in the clear yet, but things are looking good and I actually have a lot of hope. There's sometimes no rhyme or reason for bleeding during pregnancy, and it can be completely normal, but as we also know there could be a problem, so it's definitely something to always keep your eye on. I was feeling kind of down and had pretty much resigned myself to the fact that I was losing Little Sprout, but I think this thing is going to turn out to be a huge scare. I won't have the true confirmation until Friday's ultrasound, but for now I've got my head up and I feel safe enough to say that I think things are just fine.
I had my 3rd beta drawn yesterday and had the results by that afternoon. I'd done the math in my head and for my numbers to have doubled at the minimum of 72 hours, I should have been looking at a number in the 1,152 range---give or take. I'm pleased to announce that my levels yesterday were... 5,273!! Wahoo!! That means that they are doubling roughly every 38 hours. This doesn't mean a whole lot in regards to the bleeding as they'd have to confirm with another test in a couple days (which I won't have them do unless there's an indication of something wrong on Friday) to make sure the numbers are still doubling, but at least they are going up. And right now, that's enough for me and Little Sprout.
Thank you for keeping us in your thoughts and prayers. I hope to have a good update (and maybe some pictures!) come Friday!
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Monday, June 7, 2010
Thoughts for Little Sprout
This is probably nothing to be alarmed about, but if you pray (or even if you don't) could you keep Little Sprout in your prayers & thoughts?
I've had some cramping over the weekend, which really doesn't alarm me as I had it with my prior pregnancies, but I then had a small amount of bloody mucus this morning. It wasn't a bright red, but a darker red so I'm assuming it's not all bad. Again, I think a small amount is normal and my midwife told me not to worry and to lay low for now. As long as it doesn't get worse things should more than likely be fine.
We ruled out almost any main causes for it. She said I could be partially dehydrated or it could be a subchorionic hemorrhage from the placenta getting ready to attach or something like that. It could be a wee bit early for the latter scenario, but not much can be ruled out. I'm trying to remain calm as stressing about it definitely won't help, so that's kind of where I'm at right now. They did move up my ultrasound to Friday morning so at least I won't have to wait through the weekend without any answers. I'm analytical and really Type-A when it comes to things like this, so I think they moved it for my own peace of mind...otherwise I'd probably drive myself crazy obsessing over the "what-ifs" and the unknown. I'm the kind of person who demands clear-cut answers so hopefully this will give me some. The only doubt about this is because they don't know for sure when Little Sprout's due date is, it could be on the early side for an ultrasound to find anything conclusive. Usually you can see a defined fetal pole and yolk sac around 6 weeks, but sooner than that could really go either way. Assuming I'm due on February 4th, that would put me at 6 weeks exactly on Friday. I'm guessing I'm due between February 3rd-6th, so I would either be barely 6 weeks or just over. My fingers are crossed that they will see something. Ideally, if we could see a viable fetal pole inside the yolk sac with a heartbeat on Friday, I'd be thrilled and I think that my fears would be put to rest...for now (unless something else happens to freak me out).
So, please just think good thoughts for us this week and hopefully we will know something definite on Friday either way. Again, I have faith that everything is fine, but even the smallest things this early on can make me worry because it's still so soon and fragile. It only takes the slightest thing. Hopefully you won't hear any more news from me until Friday and, hopefully, it will be good news at that point! Fingers are crossed!
Also if you have any advice or personal experience around this, let me know. I'd be curious to hear what you have to say. Thanks!
P.S. Off topic- but I will be posting my "week in pictures" this week with today's post coming shortly. I just have to upload the pictures!
I've had some cramping over the weekend, which really doesn't alarm me as I had it with my prior pregnancies, but I then had a small amount of bloody mucus this morning. It wasn't a bright red, but a darker red so I'm assuming it's not all bad. Again, I think a small amount is normal and my midwife told me not to worry and to lay low for now. As long as it doesn't get worse things should more than likely be fine.
We ruled out almost any main causes for it. She said I could be partially dehydrated or it could be a subchorionic hemorrhage from the placenta getting ready to attach or something like that. It could be a wee bit early for the latter scenario, but not much can be ruled out. I'm trying to remain calm as stressing about it definitely won't help, so that's kind of where I'm at right now. They did move up my ultrasound to Friday morning so at least I won't have to wait through the weekend without any answers. I'm analytical and really Type-A when it comes to things like this, so I think they moved it for my own peace of mind...otherwise I'd probably drive myself crazy obsessing over the "what-ifs" and the unknown. I'm the kind of person who demands clear-cut answers so hopefully this will give me some. The only doubt about this is because they don't know for sure when Little Sprout's due date is, it could be on the early side for an ultrasound to find anything conclusive. Usually you can see a defined fetal pole and yolk sac around 6 weeks, but sooner than that could really go either way. Assuming I'm due on February 4th, that would put me at 6 weeks exactly on Friday. I'm guessing I'm due between February 3rd-6th, so I would either be barely 6 weeks or just over. My fingers are crossed that they will see something. Ideally, if we could see a viable fetal pole inside the yolk sac with a heartbeat on Friday, I'd be thrilled and I think that my fears would be put to rest...for now (unless something else happens to freak me out).
So, please just think good thoughts for us this week and hopefully we will know something definite on Friday either way. Again, I have faith that everything is fine, but even the smallest things this early on can make me worry because it's still so soon and fragile. It only takes the slightest thing. Hopefully you won't hear any more news from me until Friday and, hopefully, it will be good news at that point! Fingers are crossed!
Also if you have any advice or personal experience around this, let me know. I'd be curious to hear what you have to say. Thanks!
P.S. Off topic- but I will be posting my "week in pictures" this week with today's post coming shortly. I just have to upload the pictures!
Thursday, June 3, 2010
First Ultrasound
Yay!! I was finally able to get through to the people at Maternal Fetal Medicine to have my ultrasound scheduled! Ok, well it seemed like forever because I was super anxious and impatient, but whatever... So, I go in for my first look at our Little Sprout/Sweet Pea on:
June 14th at 10:30am!!
Going off of the conception date, I should be around 6 weeks and 3 days, but I'm not for sure about that. They will be checking to make sure that the pregnancy is viable (that there is growth and a heartbeat) and calculate my due date. I'm so excited!!
Also, it will be interesting to see if the gender predictor thing concerning the placenta position is correct. The "theory" is that there is some kind of relationship between the placental position and the gender of the child. This is how it breaks down:
97.2% of male fetuses had a chorionic villi/placental location on the right side of the uterus
97.5% of female fetuses had a chorionic villi/placental location on the left side of the uterus
**Note with this: trans-abdominal ultrasounds are a mirror image so if it appears on the left in your ultrasound picture, it's actually on the right IRL. This doesn't apply to trans-vaginal ultrasounds.**
So, I pulled out my old pictures from the boys, and it was correct with them. Looks like with almost everyone who was polled on my BabyCenter forum for this also showed that this was correct for their past pregnancies. I'm not going to rely on it to determine gender for me for sure, but I thought it was an interesting theory nonetheless. It's a good way to pass the time. :)
Only 11 days and counting down until we get to see our 3rd baby! I'm so excited! I hope to announce the pregnancy by the end of the month once I've met with my midwife!
June 14th at 10:30am!!
Going off of the conception date, I should be around 6 weeks and 3 days, but I'm not for sure about that. They will be checking to make sure that the pregnancy is viable (that there is growth and a heartbeat) and calculate my due date. I'm so excited!!
Also, it will be interesting to see if the gender predictor thing concerning the placenta position is correct. The "theory" is that there is some kind of relationship between the placental position and the gender of the child. This is how it breaks down:
97.2% of male fetuses had a chorionic villi/placental location on the right side of the uterus
97.5% of female fetuses had a chorionic villi/placental location on the left side of the uterus
**Note with this: trans-abdominal ultrasounds are a mirror image so if it appears on the left in your ultrasound picture, it's actually on the right IRL. This doesn't apply to trans-vaginal ultrasounds.**
So, I pulled out my old pictures from the boys, and it was correct with them. Looks like with almost everyone who was polled on my BabyCenter forum for this also showed that this was correct for their past pregnancies. I'm not going to rely on it to determine gender for me for sure, but I thought it was an interesting theory nonetheless. It's a good way to pass the time. :)
Only 11 days and counting down until we get to see our 3rd baby! I'm so excited! I hope to announce the pregnancy by the end of the month once I've met with my midwife!
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
#3 is DEFINITELY on the way!
I called my doctor's office this morning to get my results from the 2nd quantitative hCG beta test from yesterday. My first number on Thursday's beta was 8mIU/ml, which was inconclusive at the time. Based on the "rule" that your hCG levels are supposed to double roughly every 48-72 hours, I would have only needed a number of 64mIU/ml to meet that minimum requirement.
Well, my result as of yesterday was.... 288mIU/ml!! WAY more than doubled! My doctor said, "Congratulations, you are DEFINITELY pregnant!". Very cool to hear those words.
I have my first appointment with my midwife on June 28th and was sad to find out they don't do ultrasounds in-house. With my OB they always did the first ultrasound around 8 weeks to find out when you are due and to make sure there's a heartbeat. There's no way I could not have an early ultrasound...especially since I don't know for sure when I'm due. I told the receptionist that I need the peace of mind to know for sure when I'm due and that everything is okay, so they are referring me out for an ultrasound! I will also get the integrated screening and BIG 20 week ultrasounds too, but they will have to send me out for those as well. I have to call Maternal Fetal Medicine tomorrow morning to schedule my ultrasound but I assume they will do it sometime the week of June 14th. I'm so excited!!! I get to see Little Sprout earlier than I thought!
I'm sure I will update tomorrow with the official ultrasound date because I'm giddy like that, hehe!
Well, my result as of yesterday was.... 288mIU/ml!! WAY more than doubled! My doctor said, "Congratulations, you are DEFINITELY pregnant!". Very cool to hear those words.
I have my first appointment with my midwife on June 28th and was sad to find out they don't do ultrasounds in-house. With my OB they always did the first ultrasound around 8 weeks to find out when you are due and to make sure there's a heartbeat. There's no way I could not have an early ultrasound...especially since I don't know for sure when I'm due. I told the receptionist that I need the peace of mind to know for sure when I'm due and that everything is okay, so they are referring me out for an ultrasound! I will also get the integrated screening and BIG 20 week ultrasounds too, but they will have to send me out for those as well. I have to call Maternal Fetal Medicine tomorrow morning to schedule my ultrasound but I assume they will do it sometime the week of June 14th. I'm so excited!!! I get to see Little Sprout earlier than I thought!
I'm sure I will update tomorrow with the official ultrasound date because I'm giddy like that, hehe!
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Big Fat Positive
I thought about titling this post "Unexpectedly Expecting" but I figured that Big Fat Positive would be a little more obvious. In either case, if you are a woman you more than likely know EXACTLY what it boils down to.



Yup, I'm pregnant. (Holy crap, I'm going to have THREE kids...and 3 years old or under). Oh dear.
Just in case a confirmation was needed, here you go.



Oh, and yes. I did actually take 3 tests to make sure. 4 if you count the other digital, but that one came back negative at the time. Sadly, I'm still in shock and denial. I'm holding back at every attempt to go out and buy more just to make sure there are two lines.
So it goes something like this:
Wednesday- Take a ClearBlue Digital test with SMU. Result? Negative.
Thursday- Routine bloodwork for thyroid & Vitamin D. Quantitative hCG test thrown in for good measure.
Friday- Results back from doctor. Ruled "indeterminable". Asked to retest with a HPT over the weekend and follow up on Tuesday with more bloodwork.
Saturday- Couldn't hold out until Sunday to test because I'm impatient and like concrete answers so I POAS with a Dollar Store test. Result? Big Fat Positive. I even had to post my picture on my online forum and poll 50 women to make sure that I wasn't imagining the 2nd line.
Sunday- POAS again with a digital and another Dollar Store test just to make sure I'm not crazy. Result? Still Big Fat Positive.
Today- Follow up bloodwork to make sure my levels are doubling. Results back tomorrow.
How did this happen? Truth be told... I have no clue. Ok, well I know the birds and bees version. I'm married. Married people do...stuff. And now I'm going to be the one stuffed like a turkey around Thanksgiving. I still believe fully in NFP, and I'm not going to completely put it at fault, but there were a lot of discrepancies with my cycle and even my doctors are baffled. Either I ovulated TWICE in one cycle (it's been known to happen--- pretty sure it's rare though) or I ovulated super, super late. That would explain why the first test came back negative and the bloodwork was inconclusive--- it was just too early to know even though my period was "late". I followed everything just as I was supposed to. We only had sex once and it was almost a week after I "supposedly" ovulated. There's no way in Hades I should have been pregnant if I ovulated when it said I did. I had the elevated temperatures and a marginally positive OPK to confirm it too. And even if I hadn't received a positive OPK on day 12, it would have shifted ovulation to day 23 which would still make pregnancy virtually impossible. So, I think we are all scratching our heads at this point.
How do I feel about all of this? Well, mostly excited. But my mind has run the gamut of emotions since Saturday and I think I've felt about everything apart from anger because I could never be angry about another child. A child is a blessing from God and I refuse to see it as anything but that. I'm grateful that I've been chosen to be a mother...to three kids. Wow! Three. I'm still in shock. However, on the flip side this is a HUGE change for us. We will need a new place because 2 bedrooms isn't enough, we will need a bigger car, and who knows what will happen with daycare and my job. The "plan" was for me to be a SAHM when #3 arrived because daycare is just too expensive, but I carry the health insurance for the family at a fraction of the cost elsewhere so it actually saves us money. The problem with this is that Aaron is still unemployed (granted he does have an interview next week...wish him luck!!) and we don't know what the stability will be like. At this point I have no idea what will happen. At least we have 9 more months to figure it out.
So, essentially we have a lot to think about. Could we have been more careful? Absolutely, but we never thought this would happen. We weren't planning on another child for at least 6 months. With all of this said, because of my Christian faith, I FIRMLY believe that everything happens for a reason, and even if I don't understand it, this was part of God's plan and this child is meant to be here. There is a reason that this child is coming into our family. I'm so blessed that I've been seen fit to become a mother and I pray everyday that I raise my children to be loving children of God and a good influence on the world. Society is going downhill fast and I hope that I can raise them with good morals and kindness.
How am I doing? Great, so far. You know, it's funny... I never really recognized any "symptoms" until after I found out I was pregnant. Sure, I noticed I was eating a little more than usual and that I was tired, but nothing I couldn't chalk up to something else. Now, everything is coming out of the woodwork. I'm tired, hungry and thirsty ALL the time. I mean, the thirst is insane. I'm drinking water like it's going out of style... which then leads to the frequent urination. I'm craving vegetables! WTH? Seriously, I'll eat a whole thing of sauteed asparagus every day if I could. YUM! My back hurts and I can feel the uterine ligaments stretching. And, OMG... I am so gassy! And I'm breaking out! I never had this with either of my boys. The symptoms this time seem so different. Still relatively subtle, but there and different than what I had with the boys. Maybe this means it will be a girl?? Oh, that would be AWESOME!
When am I due? Again, not really sure of an exact date. Because I don't know for sure when I ovulated, it's hard to tell. I'm saying that it's early February 2011 (I'll most likely deliver in late January). Based on my LMP, I'm due February 1st, but based on the conception date, it's February 4th. So, sometime the first week of February. I'll know for sure come June 28th when I have my first prenatal checkup with my midwife complete with the first ultrasound of our "Little Sprout". We will be using the date on the ultrasound as the due date.
So, there you go. That's my big news. I'll update tomorrow with my blood results from the 2nd beta. Oh, and I'll have to ask you one favor: If you read this and you are a friend of mine on Facebook or MySpace, please DO NOT mention anything on my wall or comments. If you want to post anything to me, post it here as my family and friends don't have this blog address. I have not told friends or family on my side and it will be a sensitive subject to some of my family so I don't want to announce it until either after the first ultrasound or until I'm into my 2nd trimester. I'm definitely excited to share it with the world, but not quite yet. And obviously it would be best for them to hear it directly from me.
Thank you!
Friday, May 28, 2010
Just some updates...
First, potty training has started!! Jayden has been repeatedly waking up dry in the mornings which they say is the prime sign of readiness because that means they can control their bladder. The only issue is that Jayden is NOT a morning person and I can never convince him to use the potty in the morning when he's a grouch...even if I bribe him. He waits until he has a diaper on and then he just pees in it. So, he's not all that great about PT while he's at home. However, at daycare he's doing really well! He's starting to assert his independence a lot more. He used to tell his DCP when he had to go potty and so she'd go in there to help him. Now he just goes and does it himself and just asks her to put his diaper back on! Granted he's not doing that every time he has to go, but it is becoming more routine so I'm very happy and impressed. For only being 2.5 years old and a boy...that's pretty impressive. Boys usually take much longer than girls. Still no interest in going #2 on the potty, but that's usually always the last thing to happen so I'm pretty content for now. Yay for Jayden!!! He makes his mother proud. :)
Second, Aaron got a call yesterday from Comcast (the one just down from our place---on the same street!). He submitted his resume to them a few weeks back for a Project Manager position and has been pretty hopeful about it. Not to mention, if he got a job working for them it would be amazing because of the proximity to our house (he could walk, take the bus, or I could drop him off---gas saver!), because it's still in the realm of what he wants to do, and because it's a successful and larger company that promotes from within. It would look so good on his resume to have Comcast listed as an employer especially since the work experience he does have are from smaller, no-name companies who laid him off because of the poor economy. Anyway, so he got a call last night from someone who wanted to set up a phone interview with him. She called at like 5:00 last night and Aaron didn't see the call in time so he called her back later that night and left a message saying he was interested and available. We both assumed she'd call back to set up a time to do the interview, but it looks like she just decided to interview him today instead.
Aaron called me right after to tell me that the phone interview went really well (or seemed to) and that the lady seemed very impressed with him---they even chatted it up regarding non-work related things (which in my opinion is a good sign if you can also impress people with everyday chatter---means you are personable). So... they asked him to come in for a face-to-face interview!! She said that they won't start the interviews until the week of June 7th, which is just a week to two weeks out. But this is a step in the right direction!!! This would be AMAZING for us, moreso for my husband, but also for our family so that we can both be working and saving money. Keep your fingers crossed that all goes well. I don't know how long the whole interview process will take before they select someone but I'd imagine that we'd know something within a month.
And for the other update... the one in regards to yesterday's post. Well, really there's nothing new and that's driving me crazy. I'm a planner and I'm impatient so this whole "not knowing" thing bugs the crap out of me. I went to have my levels drawn yesterday. I won't know about my Vitamin D levels for 10 days because they have to send those out, but they are overtreating me for my thyroid so they have to adjust my levels yet again.
About the pregnancy test?? Yeah, I know... I'm getting to it. No one gives a crap about Vitamin D or thyroid levels, right? Just "are you pregnant or not?". Well, I can't tell you for sure and neither can my doctor. I called this morning to get my numbers but the nurse didn't know how to interpret them so I had to wait for the doctor to call me back herself. My number was 8mIU/ml. What does that mean? Essentially, I'm in limbo. Either I am pregnant and it's still to early to tell, or I'm not pregnant but my levels are higher than normal.
This is what I've gathered from doctors, nurses, bloggers, and other moms (or hopefuls) who know lots about charting and betas: the "standard" quantitative beta (hCG hormone in blood) for a non-pregnant female is less than 5mIU/ml. Anything above that could indicate pregnancy. For a pregnant woman who is around 3-4 weeks gestation, which I would be if I am indeed pregnant, is anywhere from 5mIU/ml up to somewhere in the hundreds range. The average is around 47mIU/ml. So, I could be pregnant but at this point we are treating it as a "not likely" scenario. If it was even just a bit higher, I'm sure they'd just tell me I am pregnant. Also, it's not so much the number that is important, but whether or not it doubles.
hCG levels in a pregnant woman are supposed to double every 48-72 hours. So, my doctor has asked me to take the pregnancy test I have left on Sunday or Monday with FMU (first morning urine---it's the most potent) and then regardless of the result, I need to have another beta on Tuesday to see if my levels have changed and by how much. If the result is pregnant from the test, then they will just want to make sure my levels are doubling. If the result is not pregnant and I still haven't had my period, they will probably just want to see what is happening. They aren't too worried if I skip one period, but if I skip two in a row that will be a BIG red flag. I've never had that happen. So, we wait...
Waiting sucks. Ha, haven't I said THAT before?
I'm not sure what to make of the "symptoms" I have either. I do have some of the yellow CM that I had with both of the boys and I've noticed I'm more hungry than usual but really nothing else. I am having mild cramps, but those can go either way. It could mean I'm trying to start my period or it could mean I'm pregnant. The ambiguity is killing me. So, hopefully I will know something by next Wednesday when my 2nd beta results are back.
As soon as I know something definite, I'll post it. Otherwise we will just... wait.
Second, Aaron got a call yesterday from Comcast (the one just down from our place---on the same street!). He submitted his resume to them a few weeks back for a Project Manager position and has been pretty hopeful about it. Not to mention, if he got a job working for them it would be amazing because of the proximity to our house (he could walk, take the bus, or I could drop him off---gas saver!), because it's still in the realm of what he wants to do, and because it's a successful and larger company that promotes from within. It would look so good on his resume to have Comcast listed as an employer especially since the work experience he does have are from smaller, no-name companies who laid him off because of the poor economy. Anyway, so he got a call last night from someone who wanted to set up a phone interview with him. She called at like 5:00 last night and Aaron didn't see the call in time so he called her back later that night and left a message saying he was interested and available. We both assumed she'd call back to set up a time to do the interview, but it looks like she just decided to interview him today instead.
Aaron called me right after to tell me that the phone interview went really well (or seemed to) and that the lady seemed very impressed with him---they even chatted it up regarding non-work related things (which in my opinion is a good sign if you can also impress people with everyday chatter---means you are personable). So... they asked him to come in for a face-to-face interview!! She said that they won't start the interviews until the week of June 7th, which is just a week to two weeks out. But this is a step in the right direction!!! This would be AMAZING for us, moreso for my husband, but also for our family so that we can both be working and saving money. Keep your fingers crossed that all goes well. I don't know how long the whole interview process will take before they select someone but I'd imagine that we'd know something within a month.
And for the other update... the one in regards to yesterday's post. Well, really there's nothing new and that's driving me crazy. I'm a planner and I'm impatient so this whole "not knowing" thing bugs the crap out of me. I went to have my levels drawn yesterday. I won't know about my Vitamin D levels for 10 days because they have to send those out, but they are overtreating me for my thyroid so they have to adjust my levels yet again.
About the pregnancy test?? Yeah, I know... I'm getting to it. No one gives a crap about Vitamin D or thyroid levels, right? Just "are you pregnant or not?". Well, I can't tell you for sure and neither can my doctor. I called this morning to get my numbers but the nurse didn't know how to interpret them so I had to wait for the doctor to call me back herself. My number was 8mIU/ml. What does that mean? Essentially, I'm in limbo. Either I am pregnant and it's still to early to tell, or I'm not pregnant but my levels are higher than normal.
This is what I've gathered from doctors, nurses, bloggers, and other moms (or hopefuls) who know lots about charting and betas: the "standard" quantitative beta (hCG hormone in blood) for a non-pregnant female is less than 5mIU/ml. Anything above that could indicate pregnancy. For a pregnant woman who is around 3-4 weeks gestation, which I would be if I am indeed pregnant, is anywhere from 5mIU/ml up to somewhere in the hundreds range. The average is around 47mIU/ml. So, I could be pregnant but at this point we are treating it as a "not likely" scenario. If it was even just a bit higher, I'm sure they'd just tell me I am pregnant. Also, it's not so much the number that is important, but whether or not it doubles.
hCG levels in a pregnant woman are supposed to double every 48-72 hours. So, my doctor has asked me to take the pregnancy test I have left on Sunday or Monday with FMU (first morning urine---it's the most potent) and then regardless of the result, I need to have another beta on Tuesday to see if my levels have changed and by how much. If the result is pregnant from the test, then they will just want to make sure my levels are doubling. If the result is not pregnant and I still haven't had my period, they will probably just want to see what is happening. They aren't too worried if I skip one period, but if I skip two in a row that will be a BIG red flag. I've never had that happen. So, we wait...
Waiting sucks. Ha, haven't I said THAT before?
I'm not sure what to make of the "symptoms" I have either. I do have some of the yellow CM that I had with both of the boys and I've noticed I'm more hungry than usual but really nothing else. I am having mild cramps, but those can go either way. It could mean I'm trying to start my period or it could mean I'm pregnant. The ambiguity is killing me. So, hopefully I will know something by next Wednesday when my 2nd beta results are back.
As soon as I know something definite, I'll post it. Otherwise we will just... wait.
Thursday, May 27, 2010
What's going on with me?
I'm giving you a fair warning that there may be some TMI encapsulated in this stream of consciousness, so if you don't like reading about womanly tidbits I'd turn away here...
Ok, so here's my shtick: This is my first real cycle of charting & NFP. I did chart on FertilityFriend (FF) for the two cycles prior just so I could get an idea of what I was supposed to be doing and what to look for, but I was on BC those two months so it wasn't really the same. Anyway...
So, my cycles are usually 28 days. I started that lovely womanly time back in 6th grade. I was 11. From 11 to about 16 (when I first started using BC) my cycles were 30-35 days. From 16 on, even including the times I wasn't on BC, my cycles were 28 days. Sure, I might have had maybe one cycle a year that differed by a day or two, but nothing past 30 days. I've only ever skipped a period 3 times... and 2 of those times I was pregnant.
Well, I've been off birth control for about a month and a half and this is my first cycle completely BC free. I'm now at 31 days. Even on the months where I had gotten off BC, I still had regular cycles so this is just not like me. The information on my chart shows I ovulated on CD 12. Aaron and I waited 6 days past when I supposedly ovulated before being intimate since my "fertile window" should have been long gone. Everything shows that I should be on AF right now... and she's nowhere in sight.
I took a pregnancy test yesterday afternoon and it was negative. So what is wrong with me? Is my body still adjusting to being off birth control? Did I ovulate later which means I could possibly be pregnant? All signs point to me not being PG but where is AF? Then I have thoughts swirling through my head about wondering if the different kinds of birth control messed with my fertility. I know that's a long shot, but seeing how my sister had difficulty getting pregnant after her 2nd and after birth control, it's made me wonder if I'm not immune from that too. I know I just need to chill and not let it stress me out but it's driving me nuts not knowing either way what is going on with me.
My hope is that this is some freak, rogue cycle and that once I get AF again my body will stabilize and my charting will be pinpointed more...and thus more reliable. I hope that everything is okay with my fertility, that I AM ovulating still, and that I'm not pregnant right now. Don't get me wrong, Aaron and I would LOVE another child and we are trying to patiently count down the next 6 months, but getting pregnant right now would not be a good idea. My parents and sister would probably die, and honestly, I think Aaron would be pretty upset. I'd be scared, too. We are not yet in a position to have another one yet. We are well on our way to getting our ducks in a row, but an unplanned pregnancy would completely derail us.
So, I'm going in this afternoon for some routine bloodwork in regards to my thyroid and Vitamin D levels and they are adding a blood pregnancy test on top of it just to rule that possibility out... or confirm it. If for some reason I am pregnant, they will need to know as my thyroid and Vitamin D levels will need to be stabilized accordingly. I should know the results by tomorrow. My doctor said that she thinks that my body is just trying to regulate itself after being on BC, and I'm inclined to believe her as I truly don't think there's any way in Hades I could be pregnant, but there's still always that little nagging voice of doubt hanging in limbo. Fingers crossed for tomorrow that they find out everything is okay and that Baby Andresen #3 is still just a thought at this moment in time.
I swear I have complete faith in NFP, but I wish my body would cooperate!! It's so perplexing to have no idea what the heck is going on with you... Argh!
Ok, so here's my shtick: This is my first real cycle of charting & NFP. I did chart on FertilityFriend (FF) for the two cycles prior just so I could get an idea of what I was supposed to be doing and what to look for, but I was on BC those two months so it wasn't really the same. Anyway...
So, my cycles are usually 28 days. I started that lovely womanly time back in 6th grade. I was 11. From 11 to about 16 (when I first started using BC) my cycles were 30-35 days. From 16 on, even including the times I wasn't on BC, my cycles were 28 days. Sure, I might have had maybe one cycle a year that differed by a day or two, but nothing past 30 days. I've only ever skipped a period 3 times... and 2 of those times I was pregnant.
Well, I've been off birth control for about a month and a half and this is my first cycle completely BC free. I'm now at 31 days. Even on the months where I had gotten off BC, I still had regular cycles so this is just not like me. The information on my chart shows I ovulated on CD 12. Aaron and I waited 6 days past when I supposedly ovulated before being intimate since my "fertile window" should have been long gone. Everything shows that I should be on AF right now... and she's nowhere in sight.
I took a pregnancy test yesterday afternoon and it was negative. So what is wrong with me? Is my body still adjusting to being off birth control? Did I ovulate later which means I could possibly be pregnant? All signs point to me not being PG but where is AF? Then I have thoughts swirling through my head about wondering if the different kinds of birth control messed with my fertility. I know that's a long shot, but seeing how my sister had difficulty getting pregnant after her 2nd and after birth control, it's made me wonder if I'm not immune from that too. I know I just need to chill and not let it stress me out but it's driving me nuts not knowing either way what is going on with me.
My hope is that this is some freak, rogue cycle and that once I get AF again my body will stabilize and my charting will be pinpointed more...and thus more reliable. I hope that everything is okay with my fertility, that I AM ovulating still, and that I'm not pregnant right now. Don't get me wrong, Aaron and I would LOVE another child and we are trying to patiently count down the next 6 months, but getting pregnant right now would not be a good idea. My parents and sister would probably die, and honestly, I think Aaron would be pretty upset. I'd be scared, too. We are not yet in a position to have another one yet. We are well on our way to getting our ducks in a row, but an unplanned pregnancy would completely derail us.
So, I'm going in this afternoon for some routine bloodwork in regards to my thyroid and Vitamin D levels and they are adding a blood pregnancy test on top of it just to rule that possibility out... or confirm it. If for some reason I am pregnant, they will need to know as my thyroid and Vitamin D levels will need to be stabilized accordingly. I should know the results by tomorrow. My doctor said that she thinks that my body is just trying to regulate itself after being on BC, and I'm inclined to believe her as I truly don't think there's any way in Hades I could be pregnant, but there's still always that little nagging voice of doubt hanging in limbo. Fingers crossed for tomorrow that they find out everything is okay and that Baby Andresen #3 is still just a thought at this moment in time.
I swear I have complete faith in NFP, but I wish my body would cooperate!! It's so perplexing to have no idea what the heck is going on with you... Argh!
Monday, May 24, 2010
Alexis Marie
This weekend was eventful. :) And especially Saturday turned out to be a busy day for the Andresen family. On top of it being Aaron's 25th birthday and Jayden having a friend's birthday party to go to, Tommy and Samantha also had their baby girl!! How cool of a birthday present is that?
We got a call around 7:30am on Friday (the 21st) that Samantha was having contractions, but they weren't consistent. From there on out we were on baby watch. I thought for sure Friday would be the day and I was hoping that she would be born on the 21st since that's the day I picked in the family poll. Plus, I thought it would be cool for her to have her "own day" as a birthday and not have to "share" with another family member.
Samantha's labor didn't ramp up until late Friday night, so by then we pretty much knew she wouldn't arrive until Saturday. I finally settled into bed with Jaxson around 11:30 and 45 minutes later we got a call from Tommy saying to come to the hospital-- Samantha was 9cm dilated. Being as we live about 45 minutes from where they delivered, we were in a mad dash to get there in time (especially with 2 tired kiddos in tow). We were minutes away from the hospital when we got the text saying she was pushing...and made it within 5-10 minutes of the birth of our niece.
Samantha's sister came out to share the news of her birth which was bittersweet at first--- she was here and mostly healthy, but she came out "sunny side up" which meant an episiotomy for Samantha, the use of the vacuum to help deliver (which they wanted to avoid as that happened with Brayden as well), and for a brief moment the oxygen was cut off to baby Lexi which caused her heart rate to decel and she was almost whisked off to the NICU. Again that was all too familiar for Tommy and Samantha and something they had hoped to avoid this time around. Luckily, when Sam's sister returned moments later, we got the thumbs up that Lexi was okay.
We got to see her briefly before returning home to get some sleep, but we did spend some time with the new family at home yesterday. She looks really similar to her big brother (who takes after his mom) but she also has some of her own unique features. She seems to have more of the Andresen genes than Brayden does. Jayden loves his new cousin and gave her a bunch of kisses. Jaxson was off in la-la land as he didn't really take any notice. As for me? I forget how small they are!! This also has amplified the fact that Aaron would really love a baby girl too.
Without further ado...here she is!! Welcome to the world, Baby Lexi!


Two new nieces in one week... how cool is that?? :)
We got a call around 7:30am on Friday (the 21st) that Samantha was having contractions, but they weren't consistent. From there on out we were on baby watch. I thought for sure Friday would be the day and I was hoping that she would be born on the 21st since that's the day I picked in the family poll. Plus, I thought it would be cool for her to have her "own day" as a birthday and not have to "share" with another family member.
Samantha's labor didn't ramp up until late Friday night, so by then we pretty much knew she wouldn't arrive until Saturday. I finally settled into bed with Jaxson around 11:30 and 45 minutes later we got a call from Tommy saying to come to the hospital-- Samantha was 9cm dilated. Being as we live about 45 minutes from where they delivered, we were in a mad dash to get there in time (especially with 2 tired kiddos in tow). We were minutes away from the hospital when we got the text saying she was pushing...and made it within 5-10 minutes of the birth of our niece.
Samantha's sister came out to share the news of her birth which was bittersweet at first--- she was here and mostly healthy, but she came out "sunny side up" which meant an episiotomy for Samantha, the use of the vacuum to help deliver (which they wanted to avoid as that happened with Brayden as well), and for a brief moment the oxygen was cut off to baby Lexi which caused her heart rate to decel and she was almost whisked off to the NICU. Again that was all too familiar for Tommy and Samantha and something they had hoped to avoid this time around. Luckily, when Sam's sister returned moments later, we got the thumbs up that Lexi was okay.
We got to see her briefly before returning home to get some sleep, but we did spend some time with the new family at home yesterday. She looks really similar to her big brother (who takes after his mom) but she also has some of her own unique features. She seems to have more of the Andresen genes than Brayden does. Jayden loves his new cousin and gave her a bunch of kisses. Jaxson was off in la-la land as he didn't really take any notice. As for me? I forget how small they are!! This also has amplified the fact that Aaron would really love a baby girl too.
Without further ado...here she is!! Welcome to the world, Baby Lexi!
Alexis Marie Andresen
May 22, 2010
1:09 am
7 lbs. 12 oz.
20.5 in


Two new nieces in one week... how cool is that?? :)
Thursday, May 20, 2010
I think it's time...
... to REALLY, seriously start potty training Jayden.
And not because I hate changing and spending money on diapers, which I do, but because he is giving us signs he's ready. He's been interested in the potty for a while and he will go pee in it on occasion (he's even gone at daycare and public restrooms). And over the last few months, he's been doing this annoying thing of taking off his diaper when he poops and then getting it everywhere. He HATES being dirty... on most occasions he will tell us when he's gone so that we can change him.
We have even had a few occasions where he's woken up dry. Once it was like 2-3 days in a row!Well, this morning I got up and saw Jayden asleep on the couch next to Aaron (yes, Aaron still sleeps on the couch by his choice since we are trying to transition Jaxson out of our bed and into his own...) and I went to wake him up to change him and get him dressed for daycare. I noticed that his diaper was dry. I didn't think anything of it and just assumed that Aaron had changed him in the middle of the night when he came out to sleep on the couch. So, I got him dressed, got him in the car, and drove the 10 minutes to daycare. I got him out of the car and we walked into daycare where his DCP said, "Oh my, he's completely soaked through his pants!". How did I not notice?? Sure enough...soaked. I was astonished and I said, "But I just checked him! He was dry!".
Vicki, his DCP (which stands for day care provider), said that holding your urine and waking up dry in the morning is the prime sign of potty training readiness. Then it hit me, "Wow, he held it all night long! He made it through a whole night without going potty!". It shouldn't surprise me as he's done it before, but something made me think that this was different. So, we are going to start getting really diligent about having him go potty in the morning when he wakes up and really anytime that we are with him...even in public. At home, to start out, we are going to try the "naked method" also known as the "375" method... 3 days of strict potty training while running around naked...and $75 to steam clean the carpets afterwards! Ha! Our carpet is shot anyway.
So, here's to a new adventure. We had planned on having Jayden potty trained by his 3rd birthday in December (or at least that was MY goal, anyway), so it looks like we are on track for now. Wish us luck... we are really going to do it this time and I hope that Jayden truly is ready!
And not because I hate changing and spending money on diapers, which I do, but because he is giving us signs he's ready. He's been interested in the potty for a while and he will go pee in it on occasion (he's even gone at daycare and public restrooms). And over the last few months, he's been doing this annoying thing of taking off his diaper when he poops and then getting it everywhere. He HATES being dirty... on most occasions he will tell us when he's gone so that we can change him.
We have even had a few occasions where he's woken up dry. Once it was like 2-3 days in a row!Well, this morning I got up and saw Jayden asleep on the couch next to Aaron (yes, Aaron still sleeps on the couch by his choice since we are trying to transition Jaxson out of our bed and into his own...) and I went to wake him up to change him and get him dressed for daycare. I noticed that his diaper was dry. I didn't think anything of it and just assumed that Aaron had changed him in the middle of the night when he came out to sleep on the couch. So, I got him dressed, got him in the car, and drove the 10 minutes to daycare. I got him out of the car and we walked into daycare where his DCP said, "Oh my, he's completely soaked through his pants!". How did I not notice?? Sure enough...soaked. I was astonished and I said, "But I just checked him! He was dry!".
Vicki, his DCP (which stands for day care provider), said that holding your urine and waking up dry in the morning is the prime sign of potty training readiness. Then it hit me, "Wow, he held it all night long! He made it through a whole night without going potty!". It shouldn't surprise me as he's done it before, but something made me think that this was different. So, we are going to start getting really diligent about having him go potty in the morning when he wakes up and really anytime that we are with him...even in public. At home, to start out, we are going to try the "naked method" also known as the "375" method... 3 days of strict potty training while running around naked...and $75 to steam clean the carpets afterwards! Ha! Our carpet is shot anyway.
So, here's to a new adventure. We had planned on having Jayden potty trained by his 3rd birthday in December (or at least that was MY goal, anyway), so it looks like we are on track for now. Wish us luck... we are really going to do it this time and I hope that Jayden truly is ready!
Little Miss Natalie!
Here are some pictures of the newest Andresen addition, little miss Natalie Louise Andresen born on Monday night to my brother in law, Robert, and his wife, Melanie. Natalie is their third child and first girl. They have two boys: Matthew, who is 4 (I believe...), and Eli, who is 2. I cannot believe how much hair Natalie has...and it's so dark!! She's very cute and she definitely looks like an Andresen! I can't say for sure who she looks like, but at first glance I think she looks more like her dad.
Enjoy the pictures of my sweet, new niece!


Stay tuned for another Andresen family update within the next few weeks... Tommy and Samantha are due to have their little girl any day!! My bet was for either tomorrow or Monday, but it looks like Lexi is really comfortable so it might be later than that!
Enjoy the pictures of my sweet, new niece!


Stay tuned for another Andresen family update within the next few weeks... Tommy and Samantha are due to have their little girl any day!! My bet was for either tomorrow or Monday, but it looks like Lexi is really comfortable so it might be later than that!
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Natalie Louise Andresen
Congratulations to my brother in law Robert, his wife Melanie, and their two boys Matthew and Eli on the birth of their daughter/sister!! We have a new Andresen in the family; a new niece and cousin!!
Welcome to the world...
This is all I know of little Natalie at this point. Once I get pictures, I will post them. :)
Welcome to the world...
Natalie Louise Andresen
May 17, 2010
8:09pm
May 17, 2010
8:09pm
6 pounds 12 ounces
20 inches
This is all I know of little Natalie at this point. Once I get pictures, I will post them. :)
Monday, May 17, 2010
New Hair
I decided to do something different with my hair just because so I asked my sister if she could put highlights in my hair. It turned out really good!! I don't have a "before" picture, but if you look at the previous post with all of the Mother's Day pictures, you'll see what it looked like before.

Here is the after:
It looks WAY better in person, but I am bad at taking pictures of myself and the lighting and angle make this look completely different.
I've had a lot of compliments though, and I absolutely love the new me. :) Now I just have to lose those last 18-23 pounds and I'll be so happy!!
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